Life's as such

The pace of my life has not changed, to be precise, hastened. 


Life's full of extremely challenging and tough tasks.

You left somewhere, stories or whatever that has relation with you grow as the days you left grow. 

Would try my very best to keep in touch with everybody, but with that immature thinking of the people out there, no matter how hard i try, it is not going to work. 

Vague images and stories about you grow, sarcasm is the word to describe. the moment one of your old mates talk to you, all of a sudden, it isn't as simple as a sincere 'Hello'. Sarcasm is the whole thing behind the whole conversation, being an impostor who tries to talk to you nicely, show his/her care, but everything is just on the surface. People back there won't understand how life is live here and how the world's living. 

And please, don't give me bunch of sarcastic and fake words. You don't like me, just step out of my life, i do not force you to stay in my life. Stalking and spreading non-substantial issues isn't the correct way. Words from people, Words from other people, Words from another group of people, they linked, and a totally vague story is created. But they seem so true, with the words and expressions, vague but imaginarily true. 

And please, stop saying something about someone else which is not true. Words can be hurtful.

Not pin-pointing or whatever, not trying to say i am far better and mature than anyone else, just don't disturb my current life, don't spread or talk about totally untrue stuffs, if you haven't experience it, just shut up and walk away, i definitely don't need immature views and comments from the people who get to know something from someone else, not themselves.

I am not enveloped in your shadows. 

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

ahhaa...releasing ur anger? we r in the same shoe aren't we? i also heard alot of those sarcastic stuffs from them... they'll overcome the cultural shock eventually when they r exposed to it... chill man ~ ^^

看破-ing,
MQ

antirealmadrid said...

Somehow we have to learn to live through these malicious comments. You're definitely right, 'life's as such'. It is inevitable as we open our minds and embrace new cultures that we do things slightly differently that we did before.

Unfortunately, these slight changes to our behavior is perceived as us becoming more arrogant, losing our values or simply us overindulging in our new sense of freedom.

Baseless, intangible rumours are unhealthy. It attracts unwanted attention, even from those who do not really know us but yet still keen on an interesting story.

These thoughts will do little to douse the flames that are already spreading. Nevertheless, is it of upmost importance that we are unscathed from these events.

darryl said...

well written. sorry if it's me.. :)